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I cannot believe that in about 16 weeks we will meet our beautiful baby boy.

I really love being pregnant everything about it. From the kicks in the bladder to the stretching of my ribs. I love it. I could be the next Michelle Duggar (ok maybe not to that extreme but pretty much). Jose has even said "maybe we will have 6 kids). It makes me kind of sad cause I can't help but think "am I really that much happier? was I that unhappy before that everyone I'm around has really noticed a difference?" I'm hoping it is just on of those cases where the pregnancy hormones and everything balanced everything out. I've heard of doctors telling women that a pregnancy would "fix" whatever health wise is wrong with them.

As of 3 weeks ago I have ony gained 11 pounds, we were 21 weeks then. I measured slightly small, it was our first time being measured. It was only a couple of centimeters, so nothing to worry about because I'm pretty sure it's evened out. I can pop my belly button completely out, it's a pretty neat trick. I can balance things on the top of my belly mainly cups, although I did put my Big Mac box on top of it while I ate it last night while we watched tv on the couch.

I have the BEST husband and baby daddy in the whole wide world, and he gives the best foot massages ever!! My feet felt a little swollen but not noticable and they hurt :(. So I had him rub them. :) He also found me an awesome glider chair on craigslist for $20! It needs to be steam cleaned and the chair will come super clean, the ottaman is another story. We got that too with it but we may have to completely redo the cover and padding on that one, it's pretty gross :/. But it saved us sooo much money. I was opposed to buying used things at first but I'm slowly growing into the idea of it, just not used everything.

Here's some more pictures of the little guy. Who might I add only really likes to kick for me and his daddy. He kicked for his Abuelita (Jose's mom) on Sunday but not very hard. He's kind of shy, but it's probably because he knows who his mommy and daddy are and used to their touch

and not really other peoples.

Here he is sucking his thumb. :)

Here's the proof he's very much a boy.

His profile, with his big ol' tummy to tickle.

His good strong heart and all 4 chambers.

His arm and his fist that will be full of my hair one day from him grabbing it.

It's a BOY!

Here's a preview of our precious son!

I will post more of him later!!

warning

do not google images "20 week pregnant belly with twins" the day before your first sonogram. It will make you think you are having twins. Now I'm really not going to be able to sleep tonight.

Speaking of sleep Saturday night I dreamed yet another dream...this time we were looking at the printed ultrasound pictures they were 2d this time (the other dream was a 3d ultrasound) and well Little Baby had a penis. I'm trying to not get all confused because I kind of want to lead myself to believe that in order for the dream to fall under the wives tale category like the other one it had to have been a live thing and not a picture. But then again it could be a sign we are having twins, and if the case is one of each Jose will be so happy. I on the other hand if it were my choice wither we had twins and the genders of the twins, they would both be boys because boys are easy. You just need shirts and shorts. Girls you have to have the bows and the dresses and the matching bloomers and shoes and I could go on and on. I could not imagine having a BOY and a GIRL at the same time, it'll make my wallet look very skinny.

We will know in about 13.5 hours though!!

hormonal.

This week is going to be one crazy hormonal roller coaster (pray for Jose that he will be able to handle it). Why might you ask? WELL.....

Wednesday we find out if our little bun in my oven is strawberry muffins or blueberry muffins. Which will also be the first time we see our little baby. I will cry. I'm betting on crying everyday up to it.

Then....my little baby sister will be for real all grown up because she is moving to Utah, to go to BYU. I've started crying for that today. (The Johnston's S&S and S&A....she's a great babysitter friend request her on fb Sophia Rossow....and stalk her lol. just a little.) She cried the night before my wedding and I wanted to cry cause I didn't know why she was crying. I'm not going to say I'm not happy she's going to BYU, cause that's a lie, I'm very proud of her. I'm just going to miss her tons. I love you Sissy.