Emotions.

On Wednesday we had an appointment with our Midwife, Thalia Hufton. I absolutely adore her! I really think everything will work out just like we want. I was even looking up statistics for America's Pregnancies, out of the 6 MILLION that happen every year only less then 900,000 have one or more complications which is a 15% chance something will go wrong. Out of those 6,000,000 only 4,000,000 are live births, which ups the percent to 22.5%. I'll take those odds, I think they're pretty good. I know some people wouldn't "risk" it but I've done my research, asked my questions, and I've learned midwives can handle so many more "complications" then I thought. It's very comforting.

I teared up about 3 times that day, because it was really settling in that I AM PREGNANT! THERE IS A LIFE INSIDE ME! and I am so excited and happy about it!

I've loved being pregnant since we found out, but I think I knew I was going to love it regardless. Yeah I'm sick all the time (since Tues. the start of 6 weeks), yesterday I was sick all day food didn't help like it normally would, and today I've got the same problem, but some how I love it. I love the reassurance that my hormone levels are great and everything is going great. The midwife even smiled real big when I told her I had been feeling sick.

I love being pregnant, and I honestly feel sorry for those that don't enjoy it, despite the sickness and symptoms and how bad and miserable it may be.